ranjish hi sahi ...

ranjish hi sahi...dil hi dukhane ke aa...

nothing that i love this song...i recite it sometime..i opened this page to write a post this was coming in my mind...

i lost the password of my wordpress blog...cant login there...i have completely lost my rediffblog..which was damn precious to me...i had poured my heart there...

but that's necessity when u loose something; then you start life with the alternatives you have... 

like this post..i wanted to write on wordpress...but i am here...

i no more single girl now...i am a mother...a wife..a daughter in law....these very soft and sweet taglines are more heavier in real....

being a wife.. i realized how my mother has lived all life....

being daughter in law...its nothing more than a social responsibility..

a mother...mix of all the emotions in the world...

somewhere i have lost being a friend...a colleague in the office...a mate in cab...no more shopaholic girl...i am no more aggressive independent girl...

i am home maker..who waits for her husband all the day to him at home...when he is here ...he got lot many responsibilities to be fulfilled.....lot many people to be taken care of...

and when you finally ask him genuinely where was he....he shouts at the top of his voice...keep this attitude to yourself...and plenty of rude comments which you havnt heard when you were a loyal girlfriend...

i missed myself in the pace of life....to be a mother...wife ...and daughter in law....

i miss my papa and reminds his words...i ll always there for me...his words means satisfaction...love and support...a kinda assurance of being there...

though literally he can not be there all my times...i have to fight battle of my own....