Sunday, February 17, 2008

Baki Din In my home


I am not...not ...not at all feeling good about leaving my home--leaving my bed...leaving books which i havnt read for years yet i kept them...my old cards and gifts...that wind chimes..mom ki daant and papa ka dar...brothers se ladayi and remote se chedkhani..

I am feeling like hell...and a storm in my heart stuck..i will have to and have to my papa and mom-- i never really showed my love and care to them but right now i am feeling like to hug them...hug them so tight that no one can apart us..

its painful feeling which is priecing my heart...i knew it will happen but never knew it gonna be so pain ful...

i love u mom--papa and my stupid..loviest brothers --

Please please please dont let me go---i wannna be wid you papa--mom i never cared for you--always fight with you but i really love u mamma...

Monday, February 11, 2008

after such a long time

You Are Sunshine

Soothing and calm
You are often held up by others as the ideal
But too much of you, and they'll get burned

You are best known for: your warmth

Your dominant state: connecting


I wanted to write after such a long long time--i did such kind of quiz but amazing..something reminds me of my lovely days of blogging..

so just 8 days more to gofor D Day---yeah wedding on next week--and i have this chilly chill cold in this chilled winters---

hmm--kinda not feeeling ok--as leaving own home is much much much difficult than begin new life---crossing my fingers--

Yeah met Ricky--Nice meeting u and ur family :)

chalo bye---